Is this always going to be our life? Taking turns finding each other?
We’ll be together. I know it. Have faith.
Feelings
I wish I could turn them off. They drive me crazy, make heart pound, and my stomach flip. They make you feel like you are on a roller coaster, but then.. Suddenly the roller coaster comes to a stop and you are asked to get off. You feel broken and torn. I do not want that feeling. So I need to stop the feelings now and nip them in the bud. I’m giving them to God. Take them away Lord. Please. Take them away.